Chapter 1: Evil

To get started, to see the change and to understand stuff. I should start by saying that when I was younger, I was... Demonic, Evil, Horrid and more words that make me sound like a douche. But that was because of my anger which I'll explain later. But basically as a young chuld (8-12) all I ever seeked was evil deeds and ways to strike at the hearts of many innocent little lives. If you don't understand what I'm getting at I'll give you some examples:

- I broke up 3 couples.
- Physically Injured around 40 people (some more then once)
- Mentally Injured 4-6 people
- Threatened too many people to count.

But that was a side when I was young, a side that now is locked up and hidden forever. I only unleash it to those who deem it, to those who do not have a right to be mean. Which is kinda hypocritical and all but we should just be glad that the guy who did all that nasty stuff is gone. He got locked up in the cage of my heart with the key as that one beautiful soul, and once that beautiful soul broke my heart. He got unleashed again.

If you don't understand the beautiful soul I'm talking about, we should introduce her. (Names have been changed to secure the persons identity) Her name? Gemma. She came into my life through my best friend Tim. Gemma and Tim were the best of friends ever since a young age and are still friends to this day.

Oooh! I almost forgot to add in someone also CRUCIAL. Jake. Of course none of these people are identified by their real names. To start the main story and end the back story stuff. we need to begin by a photo. Tim showed me that photo and I fell in love at first sight. It was Gemma. She was beautiful, long blonde hair, tall and a perfect face, now I'm a guy so I don't know this but I'm pretty sure this was without make up.

I fell in love with the first picture I saw of her, but then Tim said to me that she was dating Jake which made me disappointed. I got angry a few minutes later for some reason (keeping in mind I still had major anger problems) and stormed off; out of sight. There was nothing I could do, I was thinking about breaking them up like the couples I broke up before but I couldn't, with no means of contact with Gemma, and a strong hatred for Jake, I wasn't going to go anywhere near the both of them.

This is all true btw, it all happened if you were thinking its a dumb made up story because its not. Its the true story on how I survived.

The Intro.

They say change is a good thing but I disagree, why do you have to move on, when things are perfect they way they are? I mean sure you could stumble across a few problems with that stage in your life but hell, once its over we all wish for it back. The point I'm making is that, the only time you should move on, is when your ready for it. But for me, well I guess nobody cared about whether or not I was ready, but I got used to that after the years. If you were me, you'd be on a limp from hell to Houston in a matter of seconds. I have a secret to survive, and I'm willing to share. So, Hi.